Posted by: katarinajellybeana | April 7, 2008

Still here…

I’m still here…baby seems to be fine.  The hormones are doing a number on my emotions and I’m in the midst of a black depression.  I could give those emo kids a run for their parent’s money.


I’ll try to write about it later.  For now, I’ll just let you know I’m still around, just stuck somewhere inside myself, just wondering how I get out.


  1. Hugs, and glad to here that you & baby are… well – um – there.

    Hope that whatever is causing you this rough time simmers down – and quick!

  2. send you hugs (and good thoughts) and hoping you find your way out very soon

  3. hugs! i’m so glad you wrote! i was so worried! i can relate with the depression.. makes everything so hard.. i hope you get out from under that black cloud soon

  4. I do hope you feel better soon. And in the meantime I hope you find some little things to distract you.

  5. I found the exhaustion alone depressing, so I can relate a little to what you’re feeling. Then I’d get upset because I was pregnant and I should be out enjoying it, but I had no energy. A vicious cycle, I’m afraid.

  6. So glad to hear from you and glad to know that you are physically okay. I know the blackness. I have been there. Not in the pregnancy way, but in the after IVF and miscarriage way. It sometimes feels as though you will never find your way out. This post is a good step. Thinking of you.

  7. Hoping that you find that map to get out, soon,



  8. Glad to hear that you’re hanging in there. I was getting worried about you! Hope you feel better soon! HUGS!

  9. I’m so glad you posted, I was getting worried. I’m sorry to hear about the depression, I was feeling that recently (when the Bug was in the NICU). I couldn’t even muster a smile.

    Anyway, if you need to talk, I’m listening.

  10. Oh sweetie … I’m so glad you posted. I was really getting worried about you. If you need to just talk or vent, I’m here for you. HUGS!

  11. so glad you popped up and I hope there is soon a nugget of light in that dark hole you find yourself in. Sending oodles of good vibes your way.

  12. I feel so totally loved right now. I know lots of you get this and the others empathize. It’s really amazing and lovely.


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